Faces

Spinning in My (Living) Room:
Top of The World - The Carpenters

This line from that compo i'm writing for MsKwan reflects how i'm feeling right now.

"Faces. Nothing but a mask you choose to don. Nothing but a facade you put on."

As much as i choose not to say this, i miss you guys. Loads.

Even though i'm writing this here, i wish you guys wont see this.

Especially you.

I dont want to add to your burden.

Not now.

Please.




Yet.

I dont think i can hold on.

I feel like i'm suffocating from everything around me.

The song i'm listening to. Top of The World. What most people call a cheery song provokes sad memories in me. Heh.

Maybe it's a good thing my phone was stolen huh ? Heehz.


Hey you, i still have ONE recording okay ?


"No campfire songs or your school anthem."
"Then what song ?"
"5 hundred miles."
"But it's a campfire song."
"But i like it."


Listening to it makes me feel loved.


At least it reminds me that i was. =P


There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here